Great Expectations

Monday, August 27, 2007

So I cooked dinner tonight. All by myself. I'm pretty proud. And no one has gotten sick yet. Yup yup. Wayne is proud of me too.

;~}

Wayne's got a little crush on my English teacher. She's way out of your league, buddy.

;~{

It's okay. There are other fish in the ocean.

>'o'<

Written At 6:02 PM

Monday, August 13, 2007

Summer is about to draw to a close, and I haven't finished all my summer work!!!

I need money! I will never be able to afford a car at this rate!!!

My dad and I are at odds right now...he's trying, though, he really is. It's kind've sad.

I feel like crying...

Written At 3:58 PM

Friday, July 27, 2007

OK, no joke, I have issues. There are a lot of things I've been trying to sort through lately and my brain is overloaded. Some times I can barely control the tears, sometimes I give in, and sometimes I am so giddy. It's...weird.

So, news update: I got back from M-Fuge (which was awesome, btw), but then on Tuesday I had a spat with my dad so Tuesday was icky, but Wednesday was great (new BG cd, 7th HP book, had choir, and learned that I will be able to take organ lessons in the fall), but then Thursday I had another spat with my dad and one with my sister too and that was icky and I stayed up until midnight last night researching something and crying hysterically (so much so that I felt sick.) Yeah, it was bad. Today is...well, ok, I guess, but my parents are shipping me off for the weekend. *sigh* So, that's all. ;~} Bye, now!

Written At 11:56 AM

Tuesday, July 03, 2007

If I don't come up with some mildly interesting plot that I can run with soon, I am going to burst from lack of creative venting! But my mind can't come up with anything original at all!!!

ACK!

Written At 6:51 PM

Thursday, June 21, 2007

Heya, peeps! I'm kinda tired...and kinda grumpy...but I just got back from dancing! Oh, and I saw Missa! It was awesome! But then I sort've brought up something involving my parents paying money and...well, you know how they are.

*sigh*

Written At 7:32 PM

Monday, June 18, 2007

So, you all know what yesterday was...(Father's Day)...My family went to church together, came home and vegged for a bit trying to figure out what we wanted to do, went bowling, ate at Carraba's (how do you spell it?), and then came home and watched a rented movie. I don't know how much of this was actually stuff my dad wanted to do versus what we wanted him to do with us...But that's okay, cos I practically got to spend the whole day with him and I'm not complaining.

I got to take off of work early today cos the oldest kid I watch had surgery really early this morning. I was just watching the younger one for an hour and a half between the time his dad left for work and his mom and brother came back. His mom took the day off to be with the older one, so now I'm back home. YAY!

Written At 7:54 AM

Saturday, June 16, 2007

So, life is okay right now. But I have a lot of time to think. And believe it or not, I spend a good deal of that time thinking about things that actually matter instead of simply daydreaming.

I think about my dad and the music.
I think about my friends.
I think about the bandages and the blood.
I think about innocence and I think about pain.

But all this time spent thinking is just as wastefuly as daydreaming if I don't act on my conclusions. I have this urge to get up and do something. Only I don't know what I should do.

Help?

"Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you. For everyone who asks receives; he who seeks finds; and to him who knocks, the door will be opened."

Matthew 7:7-8

Written At 4:49 PM